Have you ever...

[Appy]

Have you ever been waiting?

Waiting for the tears to come?

Knowing that they won't

You've balanced out

 

There are no tears to spill

No sorrows to cry out

Just the pressure of continuity

As if it has to be..

 

In this way, I'm sitting here

Waiting for the tears to come

Knowing that they refuse

I perceive that I will have to live

 

with the pressure

of contentment

 

 

Or is it

...

resignation?

[Parmenion]

Yes, but not in a looooong time hun

 

[Appy]

Lucky you, I'm glad

 

Good to see you! *hugs*

[Peredhil]

Have you ever felt the pressure?

The pressure pushing behind your cheeks?

Tears wanting to flow

Yet your eyes are dry?

 

There are tears to flow

But they just won't go,

You've lost the knack

and can't get it back.

 

Have you ever felt so much?

So much you dared not touch?

Kindness or gentle respect

Might loosen the feelings of neglect.

 

You might have to confront the past.

Perhaps make a change in the present.

[HappyBuddha]

My crystal ball reveals no cloudy future,

Only the stark bright stars so bleak,

Shining from a million years of burial,

 

 

Tomb that is my mind, claw at thyself.

Edited December 24, 2004 by HappyBuddha

[Ayshela]

yes, i have, more often than i like to even think about.

*hugs*

[DL_Snake]

I've felt it lots of times..reflects my mood right now