Morgane

running hurry hurry hurry worrying check the list forgetting which was forgotten grieving when?

Life is funny you strive and plan consider the eventualities and go through all options Life is amusing like quicksand the options change Death is surprising blindsiding final

exactly pere:) was discussing emotional needs and friendship in relations to single state and paired off friends that night got me thinking.... but then i guess it can be the same in relationships too and yes silverwind humans are experts at lying to themselves and putting on a brave front rejection always hurts even if u understand switching priorities hurt even if u understand and god forbid the hurt to show because THAT would be worst

I feel fine [liar] I am happy [liar] all will be well [liar] it's ok if you are busy [liar] I understand there are more important things [liar] no realy it's OK i understand [liar] just now

don't worry mynx it is about a dragon was supposed to be the beginning of a story actually but turned out to be a poem weird things happen i guess....

i had a strong feeling of discomfort when i thought of a title so i left it off

in darkness resting wings furled eyes closed breath like thunder rustling sigh twitching limbs she dreams of hunting beneath her body fridgid nothing empty void where gods go to die

Have u ever dreamed of marrying a guy and being turned on by him wearing pink FLANNEL full body underwear? managed to spit out a ciggy because u were laughing and managed to burn your chin recovering it? taken off your boots just to feel the mud squish between your toes? dreamt 3 eppisodes of Starship Enterprise in 3 nights? giggled at a book in the bus and got weird looks? sat in the woods for an hour only to notice in the end that a pile of poop was sitting right next to you? brutalised your pillow because you were angry enough to explode? eaten lasagne layer for layer? dreamed u were skinning your face and it felt GOOD? had a hole burned into your stomach by the hungry look of a cat?

Lil Morgy stumbles sleepily into the room rubbing her eyes with one hand and dragging MrTeddy with the other. "Why *yawn* is she waving with her *yawn* ears like that MrTeddy?...........oh.........shiny???.....oh......but it looks silly!!!" Sleepily she toddles over to where Canid rests. "She *yawn* looks comfy do u think i coud *YAWN*!" Lil Morgy curls up next to Canid thumb in mouth and with a happy smile and a MrTeddy blanket drifts off to sleep.

mmmhhh odd is this about being ashamed that one read this or that book? if so sorry grin i am not ashamed of ever having read a book yes even the soppy regency romance stuff but there just are some one grows out off and some one never grows out off agatha christie dorothy l sayers god i love them!!!! katherine Kerr never ending devery series YUMMERS shrry s tepper bit feminist but still fun hehe ahhh there are so many *dives into a pile of books* myyy precioussssesssssss

i loved christmas as a kid none of the santa crap then the christchild came to us:) i remember being at my uncles who was förster (the closest equivalent would be forest ranger i guess in english) he told us he had seen little footprints in the snow and showed us hair he had found (angelhair grin) nowadays its santa:( we have st. nick too though a bit different the 5th is nikolaus day the 6th krampus day or the other way round nikolaus is the bishop with his book where all the good and evil stuff a kid has done is written down in and krampus is a devil accompanying him taking away the bad kids LORD was i scared of the guy here's a link so u can see why i was scared:) http://www.luehrmann.at/BildderWoche/2002/...-02-krampus.jpg anyways we used to get a lil sack with chocolate fruit and nuts in it *smiles* those were the days but i guess us customs will slowly eat all of our stuff and i HATE the blasted halloween hype that has come over us the last few years grrrrrrrrrr

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[delurk] ok i've waded through 4 pages of text mymind is humming so if i regurgiate something don't yell ok:) one of my pet peeves always has been that we have too many forums and every forum seems to breed subforums like rabbits. i do NOT want to have to scroll around like mad till i have the place i am looking for. aslo there seems to be double or tripple places where i can post this or that. which is the main reason why i only read stuff i get thrown the link to in chat because surfing the page is just confusing and exhausting to me. as to the guilds i remember the discussion and i disliked the idea from the beginning still do for the matter. people who want to improve their writing can/shouldbeableto do this in the 'normal' pen environment. we are a rather diverse bunch with diverse needs but if we start to (ok the guilds excist{spelling?} so maybe i should have posted this earlier my bad] split ourselves up even more we'll end with zillions of places where one has to spend hours searching to find anything. the idea of a special place for special people to do special stuff gives me the heebies. as to read only forums. i'd much prefer not to see stuff i cannot post in. if its relevant discussions for all it has to be accessible to all if not then i'd much prefer to hear from the endresult in an information for all thread. which reminds me is there a way to put forums to invisible so one can blend out things one isn't particularily interested in? found the +- thingy it helps:) my perfect pen layout would be *place for stories *place for poems *place for rp *library where all the background stuff is stashed *welcome to the pen place for recruitment and info maybe a critics forum as q's reasoning for the linkage is actually pretty good:) *pics place as many started up drawing *and a howdydo chat dayly life stuff place *brain whirring* i am sure i'll think of more things the moment i hit post *shrug* well i can always delurk again later:) [/delurk]

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! *giggle*

what do i want from the pen.... to be able to continue lurking play now and then oh and get less confused by the file structure hehe huggles Morgy

The doors of the room crash open with a resounding BANG and LilMorgy hipscotches in. One hand holds a roll of parchment the other a dart. Happily humming she goes to the nearest wall and punches the parchment to the wall with her dart. Smiling she runs back out again. In the silence left being the parchment unfolds with a soft rustle. "To all them boys who let their thingumys hangout! i hereby herewith with this letter declare war on u sos i can throw darts at your thingumys. Morgy!"

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nosebleed

* bows to the master of disaster* splash my feet are wet where did the fish go? *burp* too late darn!!! and i so wanted the topic to be onion rings

posted for sweet

Morgane looks from the pens in her hand to the rappidly disapearing Sweet then with a careless shrug she drops the pens and starts digging for Mr. Teddy. "YOOOOHOOOOOO MR.TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDYYYYYYY where are u hidiiiing????" With a happy crow she pounces and drags a bedraggled Teddy from the piles of things. "There u are! Did u try to sneak off with Sweet?.....Oh u mean....but.....oh alright if u say so.......i KNOW u only have your b-day once a year......u realy think so?....Appy would be pleased?... oh awright I will give her my second best lolly.....but but Mr.Teddy!!!!! not my best!!!!" Morgane looks at Mr.Teddy large tears welling in her eyes. Her eyes wander over the clutter when she notices the pens she had dropped. "Oi Mr. Teddy i could draw her a pretty picture!!! MUCH better than a Lolly no?....well i have no paper........i KNOW the wall is not appropriate but....oh common Mr.Teddy don't be such a stick in the mud!!!" Grinning she grabs the first pen and starts a large circle on the nearest wall. "There thats gonna be the b-day lolly cake thingy!!" Then she grabs 4 pens and artfully fills the circle with squigly lines her tongue sticking out in concentration. "See? its rather neat even if i say so m........oh Mr. Teddy of COURSE i will put in a candle." Grumpily she drops the pens and starts digging for another colour

in case somebody doesn't get the connection here is a link to one of my favourite stories:) appy found it for me;) thanx sweet! hopefully working link

wake up get up get dressed work a ghost walking work go home eat chat sleep wallpaper woman wake up get up get dressed work people see through me work go home eat chat sleep existance is futile

*gg* i don't want to THINK on how old i feel right now! *softly crumbles into dust*

uhm maybe i should have but i got lazy and thought injumps of 10 years after all this IS about physical age not mental..... *shudders at the answers she would get with a poll about mental age* (33btw;))