Morgane

running hurry hurry hurry worrying check the list forgetting which was forgotten grieving when?

Life is funny you strive and plan consider the eventualities and go through all options Life is amusing like quicksand the options change Death is surprising blindsiding final

exactly pere:) was discussing emotional needs and friendship in relations to single state and paired off friends that night got me thinking.... but then i guess it can be the same in relationships too and yes silverwind humans are experts at lying to themselves and putting on a brave front rejection always hurts even if u understand switching priorities hurt even if u understand and god forbid the hurt to show because THAT would be worst

I feel fine [liar] I am happy [liar] all will be well [liar] it's ok if you are busy [liar] I understand there are more important things [liar] no realy it's OK i understand [liar] just now

don't worry mynx it is about a dragon was supposed to be the beginning of a story actually but turned out to be a poem weird things happen i guess....

i had a strong feeling of discomfort when i thought of a title so i left it off

in darkness resting wings furled eyes closed breath like thunder rustling sigh twitching limbs she dreams of hunting beneath her body fridgid nothing empty void where gods go to die

Have u ever dreamed of marrying a guy and being turned on by him wearing pink FLANNEL full body underwear? managed to spit out a ciggy because u were laughing and managed to burn your chin recovering it? taken off your boots just to feel the mud squish between your toes? dreamt 3 eppisodes of Starship Enterprise in 3 nights? giggled at a book in the bus and got weird looks? sat in the woods for an hour only to notice in the end that a pile of poop was sitting right next to you? brutalised your pillow because you were angry enough to explode? eaten lasagne layer for layer? dreamed u were skinning your face and it felt GOOD? had a hole burned into your stomach by the hungry look of a cat?

Lil Morgy stumbles sleepily into the room rubbing her eyes with one hand and dragging MrTeddy with the other. "Why *yawn* is she waving with her *yawn* ears like that MrTeddy?...........oh.........shiny???.....oh......but it looks silly!!!" Sleepily she toddles over to where Canid rests. "She *yawn* looks comfy do u think i coud *YAWN*!" Lil Morgy curls up next to Canid thumb in mouth and with a happy smile and a MrTeddy blanket drifts off to sleep.

mmmhhh odd is this about being ashamed that one read this or that book? if so sorry grin i am not ashamed of ever having read a book yes even the soppy regency romance stuff but there just are some one grows out off and some one never grows out off agatha christie dorothy l sayers god i love them!!!! katherine Kerr never ending devery series YUMMERS shrry s tepper bit feminist but still fun hehe ahhh there are so many *dives into a pile of books* myyy precioussssesssssss

i loved christmas as a kid none of the santa crap then the christchild came to us:) i remember being at my uncles who was förster (the closest equivalent would be forest ranger i guess in english) he told us he had seen little footprints in the snow and showed us hair he had found (angelhair grin) nowadays its santa:( we have st. nick too though a bit different the 5th is nikolaus day the 6th krampus day or the other way round nikolaus is the bishop with his book where all the good and evil stuff a kid has done is written down in and krampus is a devil accompanying him taking away the bad kids LORD was i scared of the guy here's a link so u can see why i was scared:) http://www.luehrmann.at/BildderWoche/2002/...-02-krampus.jpg anyways we used to get a lil sack with chocolate fruit and nuts in it *smiles* those were the days but i guess us customs will slowly eat all of our stuff and i HATE the blasted halloween hype that has come over us the last few years grrrrrrrrrr

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[delurk] ok i've waded through 4 pages of text mymind is humming so if i regurgiate something don't yell ok:) one of my pet peeves always has been that we have too many forums and every forum seems to breed subforums like rabbits. i do NOT want to have to scroll around like mad till i have the place i am looking for. aslo there seems to be double or tripple places where i can post this or that. which is the main reason why i only read stuff i get thrown the link to in chat because surfing the page is just confusing and exhausting to me. as to the guilds i remember the discussion and i disliked the idea from the beginning still do for the matter. people who want to improve their writing can/shouldbeableto do this in the 'normal' pen environment. we are a rather diverse bunch with diverse needs but if we start to (ok the guilds excist{spelling?} so maybe i should have posted this earlier my bad] split ourselves up even more we'll end with zillions of places where one has to spend hours searching to find anything. the idea of a special place for special people to do special stuff gives me the heebies. as to read only forums. i'd much prefer not to see stuff i cannot post in. if its relevant discussions for all it has to be accessible to all if not then i'd much prefer to hear from the endresult in an information for all thread. which reminds me is there a way to put forums to invisible so one can blend out things one isn't particularily interested in? found the +- thingy it helps:) my perfect pen layout would be *place for stories *place for poems *place for rp *library where all the background stuff is stashed *welcome to the pen place for recruitment and info maybe a critics forum as q's reasoning for the linkage is actually pretty good:) *pics place as many started up drawing *and a howdydo chat dayly life stuff place *brain whirring* i am sure i'll think of more things the moment i hit post *shrug* well i can always delurk again later:) [/delurk]

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! *giggle*

what do i want from the pen.... to be able to continue lurking play now and then oh and get less confused by the file structure hehe huggles Morgy