Appy

Thanks hun *huggles*

Slowly turning

Watching the girl

The ticking of heels

On marble floors

 

A piece of cloth

Trickling with blood

Clenched tight

All tears dried up

 

Slender finger

Raising her chin

Forcing to look

Upon her cruel face

 

In the path of fear

Expecting pain

Focused

On one point

 

A smile touching

Lips pale

Insanity lurking

Peeking out

 

Angst

Shivering spine

Captured

By a look

 

Removing

A pressure unseen

Turning around

Emptiness in her wake

 

 

 

[23 augustus 2003, Leverkusen]

 

 

Ptraci@gmx.de - sais it all really

hrmm what to say what to say.. oh right! I likey!

 

escpecially the second one, but that's probably my fascination with death and destruction lol

 

They read like a book/story, but they aren't... are you used to writing lyrics?

 

*Appy wants more of this*

These were all created by my husband, RedBaron... he's begged ME to post them *giggle* shyness can be so cute

Last one is for/about me btw

 

 

~The Dreams you Dread~ (Stages of Terror)

 

I am the Dark, I move in corners of your eye

My intentions are cruel, evil, you fail to guess why

I am the Unknown, you hear me crawl you hear me creep

Hiding, rushing, tracking, hunting you down

I know your weakest spot, I know how to hit you deep

You cannot run you cannot hide, you are alone

I am the beast, the fangs, the claws

I follow your scent, your blood without remorse

You think you grew strong, you grew stable, and maybe wise

Listening to reason, sense, the voice of your mind

You think you can escape, wake up, avoiding my kind

You listen my child, my prey for I will tell my disguise

You trust Im not real, a ghost, for killing in dreams I merciless strife?

My innocent child, prepare for the terror, prepare for my name

My victim, my prey, I feast on fear, can you stay sane?

Feel safe little toy of mine, and listen well, to hear my name for it is

Life

 

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~Living Hell~

 

Throughout a life built on pride, determined by laws selfproclaimed

You walk along this road of predetermined depression

Moving faster every stride, blind to the loss of blood - petrified

Along your journey you fail to keep any strength, any aggression

With the last tear drained, your will reduced to dust

With dreams shattered, and beliefs vaporized

With a soul enchained, a body torn by pain and frust

With hope eradicated, a spirit terrorized

After all held dear is gone, after you failed in all you tried

To safe you there is none, all you trusted was mostly lied

You pause looking back at your life - Realizing

You will be all alone in what you created unknowingly

Your own, living hell

 

ps: in memories of j. - i miss you dear friend,

I hope you can still read this one day

 

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~Unwanted Breed~

 

Drifting along the way from Day to Night

Struggling hard, fighting on, bitter plight

Absorbing madness, caging the pain

Wild colored pictures, barely sane

 

Cruel spirits, clawing their way, howling

Hopeful illusions, icy daggers, piercing

Tearing away on what is left, ever on.

 

Horrified screams, echoing, death glorified

White turning black, blinded, torture amplified

Frightening turn of fate, destiny, before the last is gone.

 

Final battle, ending relief, falling, a single tear

Crystalizing, changing to ice, symbol of fear

Brutal impact, splintering, painting bloody lines

A million fragments, soaring, nevermore it shines

 

Endless silence, crimson running slow, drying, turning brown

Cold reality, surrendered soul, total submission, new kind of darkness being born.

 

Insane laughter, carried by the wind forever on...

 

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~Blackest Beauty~ (From the Ashes)

 

Blackened soil, wasteland, burning sky

Crippled structures, remembrance, piling high

Former glory laid to utter waste

 

Canine aggression, hatred, ending what remained

Winged terror, fear, fracturing souls enchained

Feeding frenzy, bittersweet in taste

 

 

Eternal nightmare, unreal, turning colors grey

Virulent corruption spreading, Wildfire without control

Life obliterated, hope, light, being equal prey

Nature mortified, raped, abused, forced to crawl

 

 

Single rose, threatening, blackest beauty

Poisonous thorns, testament, forgotten fury

Whispering, tearing through all defense

 

Dreadful closeness, trusting, painful embrace

Pictures shifting, growing, unearthly pace

Blood flowing, sharing, creating sense

 

 

Single rose, defiance, colored, resisting cold

Unfolding leaves, shielding, proud and bold

Strange bond, spirit awaken, by instinct protecting

 

Peaceful closeness, knowing, accepting fate

Pictures standing, timeless, almost to late

Blood flowing, sharing, a thousandfold connecting

 

 

From the Ashes, radiance, inner balance in perfection

From the Ashes, bonded, dual anger, fury, pure aggression

 

Until after forever, without mercy, without hesitation...

 

 

For M. - the one touching my soul like

nobody could ever rival

aah like that

 

well since we first met bout a year ago it seems i have

 

*huggles arwen and watto* tnx for the comments dearies :yuismile:

some of my saddest partings where with places i've lived soo..

 

I love this, simple and effective, very well done

 

Good luck at college!

heh thanks hun, but uhm.. me, growing up so fast now?

I'll think about that one lol

 

And there's more where this one came from, being led here has made me wanna write again *hugs*

being

pulled

 

directions

that

are

not

the

same

 

two

locked

in

thought

 

me

searching

for

myself

 

 

I

will

find

that

way

*urgh* I always get that wrong, that's what you get when writing in a language that's not your own :/

 

Thanks for the comment

I've never denied being annoying

I've never denied being a bitch

Then why are you all staring at me

When i'm being true to my nature?

 

People get scolded by me

People get abused

And still they talk to me

Testing my strength

 

Some of you need to get a Life

Instead of interfering in others

You know who you are...

 

[20/26 juli 2003, Leverkusen]

 

 

[edited because of what most people call spelling]