Yatsuna13

darkness passes over in shades of crimson red, blurring my eyes of reality and leaving my mind dead i have to leave this madness this burden makes me cry, all i want is to be forgotten i just want to die but people brought me out of that then hurt me once again, this cannot happen anymore for me this is the end i havn't written in awile so it probably sucks but oh well i just needed to write

im cold my heart is frozen over and it burns me im cold my mind cant think clearly and i am lost im cold the words come out so scrambled and you are confused im cold there is no warmth to heal me and i am dead

hold your hands and close your lips, you don't want them to hear just shut your eyes and dream it sweet. it'll soon to be over dear your skin so soft your shape so perfect, fills me with sour hate no more talk we must start now, before it is too late feel the sting and let it bleed, i smile at my art would you stop moving you're wasting time, i must finish what i start i see terror behind your eyes, feel you growing weak below, there's crimson, not yet have i reached my peak ... my legs are shaking going limp, have you yet to see it wasn't you whose blood i spilled, it all belonged to me yatsuna

thanks very much for your support and understanding...i have sumthing to say just can't bear to say and i'm trying to find a way to hide it and say it at the same time

what can i say...i love the color red...thanks happy new year

i pick up my pen.a thousand thoughts swirl around in the darkness of my mind.why can't i write?i stare at the blank piece of paper and suddenly a burst of anger sprouts from my mind and i scribble all over the paper that was meant for beautiful words.now the paper is a jumble of lnes and curves.this happens so often...a while bak i stopped writing poetry and locked every bit of expression in my mind and refused to let it out.this drives me insane...no longer can i enjoy the beauty of words but now i run away. a simple glimpse at a pen or a piece of paper makes my hearts pound with anger and sorrow. i've lost it,lost my writing power and now i have no inspiration left. the only thing i have now is my thoughts. i long to just scream out what i feel but that would create a riot i wish that some day i will gaiin the power to write again. i do not wish to share what i write and therfor all i think about is not writing this has killed me in my mind and i am still waiting. pay no attantion to these wordsfor they are not poetic nor are they artistic just a way to help let out my frustration...i know i will feel it again and when that time comes i'll be ready to face it. i encourage allof you who write to not end up like me. don't stop writing,don't stop expressing yourself and if anything should stand in your way press on through it and you will see the light again... yatsuna13

hello...*pop* it was great for something you dont normally write about...happy holidays...

i always enjoy a great quote... i make some myself but i enjoy hearing others...i too look at quotes andput them in my little notebook(ofcourse aknowledging the author)...here are a few "war does not determine who is right, it dtermines who is left" "life without love is just another death"my bro krys "those who quote me are fools" "we are the musicmakers,the dreamers of dreams" willy wonka "a stuntman is only worth his paycheck" "if you're following me you're going backwards" my mom "pricking your finger on the thorn only makes the rose more red" "you know what really sucks...a vacuum" "he who throws dirt loses ground" some k-mart poster "when hell is full, the dead will walk the earth" rotten.com--recommend it yatsuna13

new years resolutions...i stopped making new years resolutions for a while because i never accomplished them at all...but being in a good mood i guess i could mention a few of my goals i resolve to work harder at whatever i do i resolve to try everthing atleast once i resolve to cherish those i love more i resolve to live to make next year goals ( --depends on your mood yatsuna13

just a little poem to welcome the new year of 2004. congrats to the people who made it this far...anyway here is a poem off the top of my head a new year begins as another year ends new lovers meet eyes new kids show off trends hello to all those who now live goodbye to all those who died cheer to all those who smile comfort to all those who cry cherish this new year as if it were your last look out into the future but always remember the past i wish all of you a happy and accomplishing new year...figured i'd say this early so i don't forget... yatsuna13

my favorite color would have to be red...to me red shows so much emotion. think about it... RED anger love sadness pain hate death life... also because that's my bf's favorite color

there hasn't been any strange weather beside snow here in the east... slick roads...lots of accidents...nope, all seems normal here...

heres a question for you all...what is your favorite color(s) and why?... yatsuna

beautiful...i love the detail and the way the words flow together...i love all of your poems and hope some day to be as good as many f the people on this sight...gives me something to live for...*smiles*

thnx for replying...yes itdoes have a deeper meaning. to me it is hard to know the pan of aparent,especially a mother. it's almost like you feel their pain too because you're part of them...once again...thanks yatsuna