Appy

Thanks hun *huggles*

Slowly turning Watching the girl The ticking of heels On marble floors A piece of cloth Trickling with blood Clenched tight All tears dried up Slender finger Raising her chin Forcing to look Upon her cruel face In the path of fear Expecting pain Focused On one point A smile touching Lips pale Insanity lurking Peeking out Angst Shivering spine Captured By a look Removing A pressure unseen Turning around Emptiness in her wake [23 augustus 2003, Leverkusen] Ptraci@gmx.de - sais it all really

hrmm what to say what to say.. oh right! I likey! escpecially the second one, but that's probably my fascination with death and destruction lol They read like a book/story, but they aren't... are you used to writing lyrics? *Appy wants more of this*

These were all created by my husband, RedBaron... he's begged ME to post them *giggle* shyness can be so cute Last one is for/about me btw ~The Dreams you Dread~ (Stages of Terror) I am the Dark, I move in corners of your eye My intentions are cruel, evil, you fail to guess why I am the Unknown, you hear me crawl you hear me creep Hiding, rushing, tracking, hunting you down I know your weakest spot, I know how to hit you deep You cannot run you cannot hide, you are alone I am the beast, the fangs, the claws I follow your scent, your blood without remorse You think you grew strong, you grew stable, and maybe wise Listening to reason, sense, the voice of your mind You think you can escape, wake up, avoiding my kind You listen my child, my prey for I will tell my disguise You trust Im not real, a ghost, for killing in dreams I merciless strife? My innocent child, prepare for the terror, prepare for my name My victim, my prey, I feast on fear, can you stay sane? Feel safe little toy of mine, and listen well, to hear my name for it is Life ------------------------------------------ ~Living Hell~ Throughout a life built on pride, determined by laws selfproclaimed You walk along this road of predetermined depression Moving faster every stride, blind to the loss of blood - petrified Along your journey you fail to keep any strength, any aggression With the last tear drained, your will reduced to dust With dreams shattered, and beliefs vaporized With a soul enchained, a body torn by pain and frust With hope eradicated, a spirit terrorized After all held dear is gone, after you failed in all you tried To safe you there is none, all you trusted was mostly lied You pause looking back at your life - Realizing You will be all alone in what you created unknowingly Your own, living hell ps: in memories of j. - i miss you dear friend, I hope you can still read this one day ------------------------------------------------ ~Unwanted Breed~ Drifting along the way from Day to Night Struggling hard, fighting on, bitter plight Absorbing madness, caging the pain Wild colored pictures, barely sane Cruel spirits, clawing their way, howling Hopeful illusions, icy daggers, piercing Tearing away on what is left, ever on. Horrified screams, echoing, death glorified White turning black, blinded, torture amplified Frightening turn of fate, destiny, before the last is gone. Final battle, ending relief, falling, a single tear Crystalizing, changing to ice, symbol of fear Brutal impact, splintering, painting bloody lines A million fragments, soaring, nevermore it shines Endless silence, crimson running slow, drying, turning brown Cold reality, surrendered soul, total submission, new kind of darkness being born. Insane laughter, carried by the wind forever on... ------------------------------------------- ~Blackest Beauty~ (From the Ashes) Blackened soil, wasteland, burning sky Crippled structures, remembrance, piling high Former glory laid to utter waste Canine aggression, hatred, ending what remained Winged terror, fear, fracturing souls enchained Feeding frenzy, bittersweet in taste Eternal nightmare, unreal, turning colors grey Virulent corruption spreading, Wildfire without control Life obliterated, hope, light, being equal prey Nature mortified, raped, abused, forced to crawl Single rose, threatening, blackest beauty Poisonous thorns, testament, forgotten fury Whispering, tearing through all defense Dreadful closeness, trusting, painful embrace Pictures shifting, growing, unearthly pace Blood flowing, sharing, creating sense Single rose, defiance, colored, resisting cold Unfolding leaves, shielding, proud and bold Strange bond, spirit awaken, by instinct protecting Peaceful closeness, knowing, accepting fate Pictures standing, timeless, almost to late Blood flowing, sharing, a thousandfold connecting From the Ashes, radiance, inner balance in perfection From the Ashes, bonded, dual anger, fury, pure aggression Until after forever, without mercy, without hesitation... For M. - the one touching my soul like nobody could ever rival

aah like that well since we first met bout a year ago it seems i have *huggles arwen and watto* tnx for the comments dearies :yuismile:

some of my saddest partings where with places i've lived soo.. I love this, simple and effective, very well done Good luck at college!

heh thanks hun, but uhm.. me, growing up so fast now? I'll think about that one lol And there's more where this one came from, being led here has made me wanna write again *hugs*

being pulled directions that are not the same two locked in thought me searching for myself I will find that way

*urgh* I always get that wrong, that's what you get when writing in a language that's not your own :/ Thanks for the comment

I've never denied being annoying I've never denied being a bitch Then why are you all staring at me When i'm being true to my nature? People get scolded by me People get abused And still they talk to me Testing my strength Some of you need to get a Life Instead of interfering in others You know who you are... [20/26 juli 2003, Leverkusen] [edited because of what most people call spelling]