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About Chanz

  • Birthday 06/04/1988

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    Australian....natural blonde(but black dyed)hair.......blue eyes
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    Sweet and Innocent
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    Truthful. It does not matter how harsh it may seem, i will learn and that is essentially why i post here.

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    poetry, music, psychology and english.

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  1. My ally, my best friend, My angel, 'till the end. My strength, my rock, My secrets, kept under lock. He makes me laugh, and smile, To help me, he'd run a mile. He keeps me safe, and guards me, This is what helps me, to be free. He is my protector and my guard, He is my saviour and my wild card. He is my sanity and my mind, He is my thoughts and my precious find. I want to be more than a friend, Though I do not wish to offend. My boyfriend, I don’t want to hurt, I just want to seek some comfort. I do not know if my feelings are mutual, I do not know if they’ll become fatal. I do not know if these feelings are strong, I do not know if they are completely wrong. I'm not sure if these are true, As they are pretty new. I don't know what to say, I'm not sure I want them to go away. Will I love him, Will he become grim? Will we break up, Will we hook up? I don't know what to do, Do I have the courage to be true? Maybe i should wait it out, I don't want to be left without. So confused right now, So I do not know what to allow. So messed up at this time, So wish I didn't feel this is a crime. This decision could be easy, I don't want anyone to get angry. I just want to resolve this issue, Just wish I knew what to do.
  2. HI Thanks alot for ur opinions/ suggestions. I am looking to play with it and reform it more and both of your opinions/suggestions have given me a terrrific base to start from. Thankyou Chanz
  3. Meh, my mind spewed this out tonight when i was unable to sleep. Don't actually know what it's about or what's going on with it........it just came out.
  4. My mind runs in circles, The wheels fall off their axels. Thoughts bounce off one another, Leaving me open to the other. My body is motionless, The coldness stirs around my night dress. My eyes are glued to the wall, All I can hear is the call. My voice is suppressed, I'm struggling to get undressed. My fingers no longer move, I feel your glare of disprove. I want to get help, But I find it impossible to yelp. I want to stop the demon, I want to be a real person. My thoughts take over my mind, Making it tough for the real me to find. I want to get better, And stop being bitter. I want to rid my body of my aches, I wish there was a way to slam on the breaks. I want to stop this spiral of decent, I want to put up a strong front. I need some relief, And I want an inner belief. I want my mind to realise, That i am still alive.
  5. This is a work in progress, had to get my initial feelings out, so i could see them. Any suggestions of improvement would be greatly appreciated!! My ally, my best friend, My angel, 'till the end. My strength, my rock, My secrets, he keeps under lock. He makes me laugh, and smile, To help me, he'd run a mile. He keeps me safe, and gaurds me, This is what allows me, to be free. He is my protector and my gaurd, He is my saviour and my wild card. He is my sanity and my mind, He is my thoughts and my find. I want to be more than a friend, Though I do not wish to offend. My boyfriend, I do not want to hurt, I just want to seek comfort. I do not know if my feelings are mutual, I do not want them to become fatal. I do not know if these feelings are strong, I do not know if they are completely wrong. I'm not sure if these are true, As they are pretty new. I don't know what to say, I'm not sure if I want them to go away. Will I love him, Will it make our friendship grim? Will we break up, Will we hook up? I don't know what to do, Do I have the courage to be true? Maybe i should wait it out, But I don't want to be left without. So confused right now, So I do not know what to allow. So messed up at this time, So wish I didn't feel this is a crime. This decision could be easy, I don't want anyone to get angry. I just want to resolve this issue, Just wish i had a clue.
  6. Wow. That was moving. It really connected with me. It was quite powerful.........
  7. You are the best, You've helped me when i've been a mess. You are very funny, And sweet like a bunny. You are a beautiful person, Who is the best load of fun. You can always make me smile, Even when i haven't laughed in a while. You deserve to be happy, And to never feel crappy. You are a terrific guy, With qualities, that you can't buy. You are so special and so sweet, With a personality that can't be beat. You are an awesome friend, And i hope we'll be friends untill the end!
  8. This was writen the day i cut my brother off, after years of putting up with his horrible behaviour. It was tough but the best thing to do.It may not be forever but it is if he can't get off the drugs that have messed up our relationship. When a family member turns against you, You ever want it to be true. There comes a time, Where the only thing that helps is to rhyme. It hurts to cut the ties, But it's easier than listening to the lies. The years of tantrums and abuse, Wears you down and makes your emotions cut loose. Everything is your fault, When it gets tough, they are the first to bolt. They leave you there to clean up the mess, Where you have to apologise for them and confess. They treat you like a door mat, And never stop to chat. They don't stop to think how you might feel, They don't even realise that you are real. They've been doing it for so long, That you start to realise that you're not that strong. You don't want to bail out and run away, But you don't have the powers to stay. You have to put yourself first for once, And stop feeling like you are the dunce. You must put your feelings first, Before your head begins to burst. You must say a final good-bye, And cut that last tie. You must be strong and stand up for yourself, Before you begin to lose all your health.
  9. I too have been here many times b4, and I also trust ppl 2 easily. It is a good trait 2 have, but at times it can let u down, but ur true frends luv u partly bcoz of that trust. Great poem, i really liked it!. ~HUGS~ Nice Job
  10. This is a poem that i have been working on for a bit......so that's why some things may not to you, seem like they should fit, but to me it makes perfect sense. ******************************************************************** In my head I am so confused, Externely my body is bruised. Why does everyone have to hurt my heart. You'd think after all this time i'd be smart! I really hate who I am, But i'm too tired to give a damn. I don't like what i've become, I've turned so thick and dumb. Against this world I am so little, But who cares? Cause life's just a stuffed up riddle. I sit here crying on my bed, Trying to understand what is going through your head. It's too complex for me to understand, So will you please just hold my hand. I figure if i shut my eyes, Then when i open them, Iwont be alive. But this is not true, Nothing I believe in is, just like me and you. I hoped you and I would be forever, That we'd spend every second together. Inside me i have alot of hate, Even towards my best mate. You made me so upset yesterday, Now i'm still upset, but grey. Everyone says, "Everyone has someone to love", I love the one's who are above. Now that you're gone, i've got nothing to hold onto, Nothing to do. My grades have gone down the drain, From hitting you I have to refrain! I really hate school, It makes me feel like such a fool. All i really want is to die, But against this you made me defie. Damn you! you've ruined everything! Now an end to my life, i want to bring. I hate the way it's turned out like this, I think i will give it a miss. The looks you gice me are like ice, My wrists i want to slice. I hate you for what you've done to me, Now i feel like i'll never be free. I fell back in love with you again, But instead of love, you gave me pain. I sit down and cut my thigh, Then shut my eyes, and wish to die. All i want is for you to feel the way i feel, But that's just a dream, it aint real. But you couldn't careless, About what i have to confess. Because of you all i want to do is die, Everynight i sit on bed and cry. I hate the way you make me so sad, That realy makes me mad! The way you act makes me ill, because of you i am addicted to this pill. I love you, but i hate you, and that is so true.
  11. i liked this one alot- don't ask me, but 4 some reason it was kind of refreshing for me! Nice Job
  12. Hey sweetie!!!!!!!!!!!! Glad u joined!!! well.....WELCOME! keep up the great writing.......see u monday! Luv ya Chanz~
  13. HEY! i really really really liked this piece! Keep up the great work! Nice Job
  14. *A friend wrote this for me and i thougth it was 2 good 2 go a stray* I have different opinions and ideas, Formed by the tears, Of those I see Around me Invisible, yet torrential, They almost drown me
  15. Chanz

    Scars

    wow! i liked the rythem and the way it was set out. it was very powerful and emotional. i liked this! Nice Job!
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