Beautiful Nightmare

As the memories begin to fade I cant stop myself from crying Without you im afraid i feel my light is dying I need to stop this hurt ive tried everything i wish we could go back I wish things could be the same I wish my life away On that star that shone so bright Fading like my dreams Eternal sunshine now eternal night you will be the ghost whispering of how things used to be of how each other we did boast now tattered torn memories I need to stop this hurt ive tried everything i wish we could go back I wish things could be the same I wish my life away On that star that shone so bright Fading like my dreams Eternal sunshine now eternal night so this song is just to say goodbye so i dont stay home at night and cry for you cos what we had is through

You say I'm being hollow, That there is nothing left inside. I say you're being shallow, To cover insecurities you must hide. (chorus) And what would I lose, If i lost you? Was there really something here? Would I ever think of you? Would I sit here and cry? Drift off to your lullaby That you used to sing so sweet, Every night to me. So would i ever think of you? While I sit there.... feeling blue.... You say you know I'm in pain, And in you I can confide. I say I'm going insane, Because ill never be by your side. (chorus)

I would crawl Till the end of this earth, Over fire Where hell makes birth Swim across this ocean, Till the end of time Just to see you once And make you mine.

I stare into the candlelight, And you dance within the flame, Though you're not here, you're still in sight To ease my mind, to stop my pain. As the light burns low Like a setting sun, I close my eyes and you're still there To help my fears be over come.

You say your head is blurry But i cant get you out of mine. heh i love the finished off version very nice Happy christmas *hugs*

Happy Christmas everyone i hope its a good one!

Walking through my town With everyone in their crowds And there faces held up, so proud Everyone, except me Yeah except me. And all of them Have their friends by their side Their lovers on their mind Except me Yeah everyone but me 'Cause im reaching out to an empty hand I'm crying out to a damaged man In this crowded place alone i stand. And I can't have you on my mind When whatever this is I just cant define. My heart is getting blurry Sick and tired of havin' to worry Why are you always in such a hurry? Tell me Yeah, please tell me Without you I am so lonely Waiting up all night for you to hold me But you dont show, no So tell me Tell me why you never..... I'm reaching out to an empty hand I'm crying out to a damaged man In this crowded place alone i stand. And i can't have you on my mind 'Cause whatever this is I just cant define No, i just cant define it

Where are you? I whisper in the darkness Where are you? You're acting so heartless. Who are you? Standing here before me Who are you? Why wont you let me in to see Open up to me My heart needs to unveil Open up to me And I will be your mail Where are you? When I am dejected Who are you? Making me feel so rejected Where are you? In your own concavity Who are you? Not talking to me Open up to me My heart needs to unveil Open up to me And you'll see, we will prevail

Thanks for scaring the ba jesus outta me!!! I wont be able to sleep tonight! *sips more of her coffee and rocks back and forth*

I hate being the one Who always makes you leave The one who pushes you away With my craving to bleed. I guess the saying is true That old habits die hard And what i try not to do Still ends up hurting you So i sit here and shiver Cut my love for you out Trying to suffocate Your screams and shouts. Lying here indifferent Numb to the pain But crying my heart out 'Cause you made me feel ashamed.

Aww babe! You know my thought on this! Its straight from the heart like all your poems! *CUDDLES* Im here for you always xxxxx

*Beautiful Nightmare run's around the room, frantically putting up decorations saying "Happy Birthday" before he gets home. She suddenly starts to hear the bird tweeting furiously in the front room and takes this as a quick warning that he will soon be home. She hides in the music room and after awaitimg his approaching footsteps jumps out and yells.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Drummondo, *cuddles* happy birthday honey. Your all grown up now! How does it feel not to be immature and stuff? *makes funny mouth noise* hehe I'm glad I'm here with you this year for your birthday! You mean so much to me and all i really want is for you to be happy today. And remember .........SMILE! Each and every single day I'm thinking about you But special thoughts come on this day Hoping all your wishes come true It seems so unfair That im not there with you But know my spirit and heart are there For the whole day through I hope this day lasts forever Because ive so much to say But for now ill leave it at HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I'm perfectly molded No flaw can be seen To speak out of place Would be completely obscene. My smile is a paragon I keep myself healthy and fit I'm perfectly programmed Just the way you like it. I'm gracious and benevolent I never get mad And there is not a thing That I wouldn't understand. But really I am flawed In so many ways And crying myself to sleep Is all I do these days. You're so caught up in yourself That you can't really see You're the one who makes me cry You're the one who hurts me. I'm such a perfect mold of you I hate myself for being this Please, just declare something for me And seal it with a loving kiss.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *HUGS*

My only thoughts are of you In your hands my heart lies true Keep it there forever. Each person has their match You're my perfect catch.