(So yeah, I was upset when writing this. Comments still appreciated.)
Lies
Deceit
Bringing pain
Try to be honest
And go nowhere fast
Tears is all it will bring
Doubt floods the mind
Perhaps it will end
Not possible
Give in
Cry
These are the lyrics to some songs I've written. As per the instructions, I'm putting it all in one post.
I want to come home to see you,
But you don’t even care I’m alive.
I’ve tried so hard
I just can’t forget you;
You won’t leave me alone.
Somehow I’d see
You’re face wheree’er I go;
You’re always there.
Taunting me.
I want to come home and see you,
But you don’t even care I’m alive.
I have to come home to see you,
How do I say that you're the one?
I want to forget
Your eyes, your touch,
The pain.
Why does it hurt
So much to say no?
You’re taunting me.
I can’t come home and see you,
Because you don’t care I’m alive.
I won’t come home to see you,
I know you are not for me.
I have to believe.
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Here I stand,
I am all alone
In a crowded room.
Looking round (I see)
People lost (alone)
In a crowded room.
Everywhere I go,
Everyone I see,
Is another face
Another place
In my mind.
In a crowded room.
I try so hard (not to)
Feel the pain (but you)
Hurt me anyways.
People walk around
Trying hard to find
The place where they belong
Tell me where to go
Tell me what to say
To get out of here
Out of this crowded room.
I’m out of here.
Finally out of there.
No more sorrow’s stares
Cares have all gone,
But still…
Everywhere I go,
Everyone I see,
Is another face
Another place
In my mind.
In a crowded room.
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Talk spins
Chatter encircles
Driving me insane!
I see the faces
They appear so happy
Why don’t they admit
Their inner pain?
Lying, deceiving
Hating, fighting
Begging, Pleading
Screaming, Crying
Bleeding, Dying!
Try to wake up
From the inner fantasy
Shake me out
Of my inner nightmare
All I feel is
Self-loathing.
Passion dies
Hope fades
Love dissolves
Terror reigns.
