Curious Mylo

Walking blindly into mist I know she’s there, I must insist They say give up, she must have died I don’t believe it, I denied They always try to break apart Friendship stronger than their heart The black coal sitting it the place Of their heart, the truth they’ll face They wonder why she ray away After they broke into day Now she lies in the ditch I wish that our lives could switch Then it would be me lying there But of this, they’re unaware When you mess with two best friends You’re never gunna like the ends Don’t forget it deep inside You killed us, it’s not suicide.

Melissa stared into the darkness knowing that somewhere in there laid her husband, Matt. She stood at the door and listened to him breathing for a few seconds to make sure that he was really asleep. As she turned around the whole room came into view and the last 10 minutes flashed before her eyes. Papers flying across the room, glass shattering, dishes breaking, and furniture tipping over. She closed the door behind her and walked across the tornado’s path to find the bathrooms light switch. She gazed into the mirror at the teary mess staring back at her. Somewhere under the sink was a washcloth, but instead of grabbing that she went straight for the kids’ extra clothes. She didn’t even bother to clean up the glass shards on the floor. All she could think about was getting the kids out to the car before Matt woke up again. Ethan and Angela wouldn’t wake up. Melissa carried them both out to the car and buckled them into their car seats. She dropped their clothes and diaper bag between them and hurried in to get the car keys. ~*~ Flashing lights and street signs, buildings and parks. Many memories were left behind but Melissa couldn’t take it anymore. She was tired of covering up bruises and lying to her friends. How many times can one person fall down the stairs?? Especially when her house is one story. The whole time she was thinking, “He’s going to be so angry.” Within two hours time she had decided on the perfect excuse. Olivia had been diagnosed with cancer and needed her support. Only question is… who’s Olivia? Ethan and Angela started crying and Melissa handed them both bottles. She couldn’t stop the car. She couldn’t risk being stopped by Matt. The night before was flashing threw her memory as if a midget was hitting REWIND, PLAY, REWIND, PLAY… etc. in her mind. Each rewind caused more tears to fall. Even when it was too blurry, she refused to stop the car. She didn’t even know where she was going except that it wasn’t “home”.

You say I’m crazy or I’m blind But underneath the bands you’ll find Scars from blades so sharp, so right But now they’re gone and out of sight Just once more I want to see What those blades can do to me While I want the blood to flow I want my scar less arm to show I want the pain so bad it stings The sign of blood gave me wings Not a soul could hurt me then I want to feel that way again But all the while I’m so proud That I’ve kept to what I vowed I’ve shut out those wants for needs Shut out the cravings, done my deeds Once I look and see my wrist Scar less and perfect like I missed.

Falling, falling, leaving home Walking outside of my dome I don’t know what lies ahead When sun has failed or moon is dead Not knowing drives me insane So still I sit here in the rain I don’t like the present anymore What does the future have in store The secrets may hide in the past Could looking back be my last The horror movie’s coming true So I hide all I do At least forever I will try To hide the tears while I cry And hide the fears in my eyes On all the days I want to die If I’m dead the cuts won’t hurt If I’m laying in the dirt And if I’m dead no one would care Unless they’re cheering, never rare I can’t say I would be surprised Ever since I’ve realized That I’ve never mattered, never will No one cared, my hope they kill But I don’t expect it to change my thoughts refuse to rearrange.