Upside down

[Tattered]

With so much boiling up inside of me, I still find it difficult to find relief.

You'd think with all the emotions embodied on my little shelf, I could find the words to express myself.

 

So many conflicting emotions and senarios seem to zip quickly around my head

I am left so dizzy thinking what's next and at my wits end by the time I hit my bed

This way that way, which way is up and which way is down which way should I go?

I am becoming a serious mental case as I contemplate all I really don't know.

I try to listen and soak up all my the words of those thoughtful advices

But surely there's another way to achieve my ultimate devices

I just want what everyone else does, nothing more nothing less

I just want a shelter, security, happiness and a minimum of stress

Why do my desires feel so out of reach and so dificult to come by?

Why can't I seem to stick with a plan and stop changing my mind?

Why does it feel like the heavens are taunting me with false inspiration?

I felt so strongly the pull of God's hand in my desires' inclination.

Yet the closer I get the harder I fall

And the faster I go, the sooner I stall

I can't seem to find who it is I am trying to be and who I am-I thought I could be

I feel lost and found, I feel left on hold, I feel weak and disconnected from me

Where are my aswers, where is my strength, where can I find some peace I pray....?

[Regel]

With so much boiling up inside of me, I still find it difficult to find relief.

You'd think with all the emotions embodied on my little shelf, I could find the words to express myself.

Here let me help

 

 

Our Father, who art in heaven, Hallowed be thy Name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, On earth as it is in heaven.

 

 

I just want what everyone else does, nothing more nothing less

I just want a shelter, security, happiness and a minimum of stress

 

 

 

Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever and ever. Amen.