Petey

You think that Since I say nothing Since I stand beside you That when you do something That I don't feel it. Because I still say nothing Because I still stand by you Someday I will no longer say nothing I will fall to my knees With all that is on my shoulders. I'm sorry that its so rough, but its been a while.

arg,sorry about messing up the name of the thread =\ ty sweet.

Light through the clouds, and over the mountains, fire red and marigold yellow, the darkness runs, hiding until it is safe again. Cliffs awash in soft red, clouds seeded in deep yellow, the darkness returns, holding safe in locked chill.

Because of you, the grass grows greener, the tree branches further, the flowers bloom brighter. Even in death you radiate beauty, planted as you are under that tree, surrounded now in green grass, and wild flowers. I would rather, see brown ground where they stood, than be without you for a minute longer.

Summoned by the resonating voice flowing through these wondrous halls I walk for the sound, my feet padding in the empty walkways. I find myself standing before the young Sweet and wise Laanders, with little Morgane on the floor before a colored wall. “Well now if that wasn’t a powerfully drawing set of lines, then I’ve never heard any before. What have we here for there to be drawings on the walls, toys on the floors and wonderful sounds in the air? Ahh yes, this is the special day for Appy is it not? Well. I may just have something secreted around here.” Walking over to a wall and kneeling before a portrait of an elder I mumble a few choice words and withdraw a plain wooden box from the wall. The box is no more than a hand width wide and long and half that deep, with hinge and clasp separating it halfway down. My hands quickly withdraw a small knife and beginto work on the top of the box, inscribing the name for whom this box will go to. “I wonder if this would do, it is not much, and there is not much magic left in it, but still it hides better than the cleverest of cloaks what you wish kept hidden away. Mayhap she will like it, mayhap she will not, but it is hers to decide now.” Happy birthday Appy, may it be an ever joyous one.

Truely moving. It is good to see that as much as many of us try to lift the shadow from peoples souls, there are some who actualy can do it. I am glad one who was effected so was you. Thankyou.

Indeed very nice. I enjoy reading some of your writings and hope to see more of them.

Through eyes now wiser, I see behind me things forgotten, With ears now longer, I hear what was spoken, Through a mind now sharper, I think of what was not there, Through a heart now colder, I feel how I hurt you, Through a soul now darker, I still love you.

Words coming slowly, Not understanding, When I should be able to write, All around me is blank, The empty page as hard to write on, As my empty heart. Without you, Words fail to come, Though its your choice, It is my punishment, For deeds undone, I must be, Without you. ------------------------------------------ In my thoughts always you are, Never wanting to pain you, Never expecting pain because of you, Can't read without you, Can't see without you, Always there, First and last, You are always there. ---------------------------------------- In life there is hope, In love there is meaning, In hate there is passion, In death there is understanding, In all these things I find something, Why is it then, that in you I find nothing? -------------------------------------------- I can see more clearly than you know, More clearly than you want, You think you can play me along in your game, But what happens when I won’t play anymore? Too proud or too defeated does not matter, I will not be a pawn in your game you call love. ------------------------------------------------- Where have you gone? What have you done? Are you still there? Or should I come find you? Will you be who I knew when I do, Or will you be what you hid from me? Always thinking you were saving me, When it was your guilt that hid it from me. --------------------------------------------------- Day to Night and still I wait, Not knowing if you're there or not, not knowing how you are, not caring for anything else. Food has no flavor, Friends lost their appeal, All because I worry of you, Without knowing. I go on living, not willing but needing. For I know if I die, then for sure I will never find you again. Hope of finding you if nothing else keeps me living. Though you sit next to me, I cannot find you, for the you I knew is no longer here. ----------------------------------------------------------- Thoughts heavy on my mind, Feelings weighing on my heart, Suffocating, cannot breathe, Easy to let go, to give in, But must stay, must know the truth... In the end the truth will come. In the end... ---------------------------------------------------------- Now Here I stand, Where have you gone? When once we stood together I feel myself being washed away Alone ----------------------------------------------- I've done more for you than any other, But you can't see, You're too far from me, With someone else. --------------------------------------------------- Through your lies I see the truth, Through your evasion I see what happened, Though you don't trust me, I know you too well, and care too much not to see clearly. ------------------------------------------------- In your eyes I see the light, In your heart I see it bright, In your mind you are not confined, In your soul we fly entwined. With your eyes I see myself, With your heart I understand myself, With your knowledge I change myself, With your guidance I learn to fly. Together we see the world, Together we understand it all, Together we change it all, Together we fly entwined. ---------------------------------------------- sorry for posting them all at once, sorry for repeating them if i posted one of them before. only one has a title.... *shrugs* anyways.

OOC: Thankyou. Appreciate it, I erm, don't do RP so swell, so OOC may be the only responses you hear from me. I have a hard enough time trying to be myself without trying to make something of myself I'll see if I can't try though.

Sightless in the light, strength less without fright, all around me is there noise, but I hear none of it. Muttering your name, without knowing. Your name is all I hear, your eyes all I see, your soul all I feel. I did not know it, but it had slipped from me. You were not what you were before, and I wonder... "What did I do wrong?" "If I had come when I first said I would, I could have kept it from happening..." --------------------------------------------- Hope this covers my application requirement; please let me know if it doesn't.

In your eyes I see the light. In your heart I see it bright. In your mind you are not confined. In your soul we fly entwined. ------------------------- I'd like to add special thanks to wren for suggesting this site.