BlackCagedHeart

yes, i haven't been here in forever. bet you forget about me. that's normal. i'm used to it. it's alright. really. i don't mind. I am not a pretty girl I'm just a stain on your perfect world Not some toothpick on display I'm an average built being meant to decay I'm not a model I won't be sold i'm alone in this world so cold i am on a creativity drought please forgive me i know it sucks blackcagedheart

Woo look it's me again..... I liked it. People always have fights on whether they've lost their faith and i think the poem is cooool. BlackCagedHeart

I think it's ADORABLE. Good job. I love your writing ... I'm always looking for them and reading them. <WOO> BlackCagedheart

I thought the poem rocked and I'm sorry that you have to return to H.S especially since it's super gay there and not the cooool type of gay, the really not gay gay. Anyways .... I feel your pain <sorry> BlackCagedHeart

I love it but I disagree....I've waited lifetimes with nothing but pain and scars to show for it. BlackCagedHeart <3's joo

" If you think you can you can't" Can you fill the void... The space inside my soul The empyness inside Which causes me to lose control? Can you warm this frigid Piece of ice inside The thing that's been this way too long I used to call a heart It's been dead and decaying Lying on the floor Just a pile of ashes My heart seems to be no more.... You broke me.... "This is all your fault" Forgotten and lonely Broken and bruised Isolated and scared This is what's came from you Nightmares, horrors Flashbacks too scratching till I bleed This is what's came from you Slitting myself open A now scar covered world I've become a cutter This is what's came from you Spinning around in circles Can't tell who's true or false I feel so goddamn hated This is all your fault Crying myself to sleep Like a lovely lullaby I wake up and can't talk This is all your fault Screaming in my sleep Pulling the slime off The monstrosities I knew That is all came from you More to come when I ain't lazy..... BlackCagedHeart

I <3 Morbid Angel. BlackCagedHeart

I rock....j/k. I just love that song, so I knew right away. BlackCagedHeart

I'm crying....Yes, yes I actually am. And I'm trying to find out why you want to leave me here alone..... What they said... BlackCagedHeart

Meow! I Love it! It's likeyou KNOW he's chaeating, yet in order to refrain from hurting the female he has an affair with, you choose to ignore it, even though it's eating you alivce inside!!!!!!!!!It's spectacular! In idea, in context. I love it! I'm totally freaking out and I don't know why!!! I'll stop before you guys think I'm insane or anything..... <love> BlackCagedHeart

"Distressed" (This is a package built for the ages) Slit my wrists And watch me sit Staring at a wall Pushing me Closer to death Knowing I won't fall Look at me Stare in my eyes Put me to the test Fuck me up I know I'm wrong I'll never meet your best Listen to me Slashing my own Killing myself dear It's all you Lost and confused The voices that I drear {I tried a new ryme scheme here. Lemme know whatcha think} "Slashings of a different time" Slashings of a different time A knowing fault In which was mine Cuttings on the same old wrist A pretty picture Fucked up twist Body of a different kind All mixed up new scars from time Slitting deeper every time the cutter's worst a loss in time [i don't know....abstract poetry perhaps?] "Beautiful" Listen to your voice Tell me what you hear Tellings of a horrid past And nothing but your drear Look into the mirror Tell me what you see A body covered in scars That noone else can dream Taste your tears of plenty INside of their moist Saltiness and beauty In which you had no choice Breathe in air of which I breathe Tell me how it feels Doing things that harm not help Does anything feel real? Touch my hand please, beautiful Know you have a chance I'm always here beside you To try and make these matters end {written for a friend of mine who I want and try to help but she decided to forget me and it hurts inside} More to come when I'm at home! I'm at a friend's and alot of my poo-ems are in notey-notebooks there, so yeah. <love> BlackCagedHeart

Case you haven't noticed, I'm catching up!! ::smiles:: I like the idea and concept in which was previously stated. It's like you ARE in an internal battle, which I know what is like, I have them every day. I enjoyed it. It made me think of recent events I can relate to, which is always aneat thing to be able to put across. Awesomeness! <love> BlackCagedHeart

Again, b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. I can't be in the same room as such talent! ::scurries away:: BlackCagedRunaway Haha

Aw......It's pretty! I am SO GLAD to be able to read and write stuff here again! I missed reading your awesome stuff!!! Peace and Love! <love> BlackCagedHeart

My morbid friend!!!!!! I love it!!!!! It reminds me of the song "Dressed to Depress" By the Murderdolls. Inspiration possibility here?? HAHA. Anyways...Lovely little poem here! <love> BlackCagedHeart