Falcon2001 Posted October 26, 2001 Report Share Posted October 26, 2001 Bottom Pick yourself up Look around you have fallen, Fallen down From your perch Up in the sky Now you sit and wonder why The status quo You lived by They up and left you Now you cry on the bottom of the land Weep and wail hold up your hands I walk on by this is my home The shadows comfort I can roam I see you there Help you up You turn around And see the cups In my hands One of truth One of poison One of youth Drink your fill Try again I slink away to my den So if you fall and can't get up Remember me and the three cups One of poison One of truth and the last one One of youth What does it mean No-one knows I'm not telling Maybe crows Can tell you why The end of days The end of stories End of haze I eschew youth and questions why I shun the end and suicide I drink of truth My only friend The deepest pain The beginning's end So when you're pushed and then you fall pick yourself up my name call I will arrive The shadow's man the guide and prophet The one who can Help you back On your feet Try and thank me I am fleet I live alone Will never die For I drank of truth and not suicide ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dreaming I see your eyes in the night, Watching me I feel your caress in the blanket, Touching me I hear your voice in the music, Joining me I cannot be beside you For I hate me I want your kisses on my lips I want your body next to mine I want to feel your arms around me I know I can never have you, time, time. I want to know that you love me I want to talk to you all night long I want to taste your sweet skin But I'm not worthy of what I have... Which is nothing at all. So I'm not worthy of you, girl, I can never ever love you My issues weigh me down I need to hide myself from you! I need to feel you voice beside me I need to be your valentine I need to be your loving companion And you need to be mine But it's not what I need that matters It's what has to be done To keep myself from loving you The pain is never fun You always hurt The ones you love The gentle voice Of God above He cursed me with my sickness And left me here to die I will not be defeated And spit blindly in his eye I will walk my path alone, dear You cannot follow me I balance on the thin line between madness and sanity I need to feel your body But I know I can't I need to hear you love me But I know that you don't And even if you do, I'll end up hurting you Because I'm dreaming Dreaming of you girl... Yeah, I'm a dreamer Lost in my own world ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Am I? Am I Handsome? Am I Kind? Am I Funny? Or do you Lie? Your face is vibrant Full of life My face is deadened Full of strife So why do you want me I cannot say I run away now For fear of day Though you need me, Tou must stay true To the man that Will shatter you. I wait alone now I'm sleeping less My eyes are empty My room's a mess I wait to see you I need you near I long to feel you And ease my fear We thrive in discord Chaos is home I sit and watch now Within my dome I reach out to you You fade away I'm only dreaming I sit and pray Oh god, please help me I need her badly I cannot bear it I live life sadly I need to touch her And rub her back And compliment her When comes back I need to stay up All night with her And talk 'bout the sky And the free birds... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sins of the Father I am my father's son Killer, liar, thief I am the firstborn son The one brought to grief I lie awake and dream Of pits of hell below Of burning fires and ash From the lava flows I cannot touch the skies Cannot reach for life I cannot help the hate My soul is stained with strife Why did you leave me dad? Did I betray you? I bleed invisible blood And wish for a clue I hate myself for this Your crimes must be my fault My fault you killed that man My life's locked in the vault Your guns stole from the world Humanity's my foe Becuase of me you killed Satan wants my soul below I am a sinner born Born to mom and you Your sins have passed to me The evil sinks on through Sins of the father passed It must be my fault Though I know not how I've the soul of an adult So I sing this song And hug my sins so close My friends can't understand In my faults I find hope If I atone my marks Against society Maybe I can live In common decency So with all my soul I stand and fight I killed so many men I live within the night I Die With Sin This Night ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Not the End I fell down the darkened well My soul was wounded, would I heal? I decided to end my life Rid the world of me and my strife I walked down the hall of doom Drew the knife, entered the room My final rest, the one deserved The knife's edge is sharp and curved I set the blade to my skin I tried to slice and reach within But I could not find the strength To end my life, pain without length For as I stood there with the edge I gazed at my eyes, at the ledge Within my soul, my perfect place My soul's temple, no disgrace Within I found there was need My soul on the world of greed The one I need, I've never met She said she needs me, I regret My decision to slit my throat I cannot kill me, so I wrote This little poem, hope it explains Why I am alive and not insane I cannot leave this world behind That would be selfish, and a lie So I stand, alone with my friends And wish I was happy, though I never am. So don't worry, I'm still here For my life you should never fear ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Two-Faced You're trying to trap me With your lies Put your arms around me And tell me it's fine But I know my secrets My other side You've never seen the darkness That grows inside Two-Faced! I'm swallowing hate You can't See my fate Razorblades and curses, Notes of suicide Knives and broken edges Wishin' I had died I'm worthless in the darkness A liar in the light I'm so ****ing two-faced I'm sneaking through the night There's nothing to me now I'm not alive You think to change me Like to see you try Because I'm so Two Faced! Swallowing Hate! You Can't See My hate! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Pity's Overrated --Intro,three-by-three-- When you crash and burn And you cry alone Don't expect me to pity you When your hamster dies And the world's ****ed up Pity won't help you though --end intro-- Pity's overrated Out world is built upon it Pity's worthless garbage I never give that **** To all the sniv'ling whiners Who ***** about salvation Well I'm the lord incarnate And I'm passing judgement On all the little ****heads Who think they are the 'bomb' Who play their girls like cards And are always running from Their itty bitty concience A voice inside their big heads They're running from the justice And heading towards the fall Well I'm satan incarnate Watching from below I see them running like mad From justice's unending flow They're searching for some pity An ego-booster for em all It makes 'em feel all fluffy And big and strong and tall Well I'm justice incarnate And truth, it is my sword I cleave apart their big dreams They're nothing but a whore It's mental masturbation That's what pity is And if you indulge in that sin The system's got you in Now I believe in shadows And black I think is pure Your white lies are decieving And pity's not the cure So next time you reach out For your little pity trip Remember that it's killing Us all with worthless **** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brand New Day It's a brand new day But the same old play Get out of bed And start to pray Get dressed in black Fill my backpack Look around For things I lack Get on in the car Drive through dark The end is Still so far Sit through school This isn't cool So my teacher's A great fool End of the work Sarah's a jerk Drive on home Like a clerk Get in to my bed Lay down my head And think of all The things I said T'was a brand new day, The same old play So depressing So I pray ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Shadows Dance Silent room, dark as night Where I can watch the shadow's dance In the candle's twirling light I find pure creation Strike the match and light the wick Send the shadows jumping through With a final guttered flick The madness has begun First comes Gola, spinning brightly Twisting, turning into air Visage of a god, quite sightly Leader of the shadows Second's Thoma, darkened sadness Shade of sorrow and of fear Landing hard among the madness Flicker, flicker madly Third is Luna, lady of night Dancing like a harem girl Leaping, jumping into flight Daughter of the moon Laughing Anya, friend of darkness Born of shadows, melting light Bow and leap across the armrest Won't she stay awhile Lastly I come, lord of sorrows Seeking truth and finding none Images of death I borrow For my joy of song We five dancers, flitting madly In the room below the hall I find peace in the dance gladly I am at home now ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Forever Look through the mirror at the gathering clouds Demons and angels all spinnin' around Stuck in the cyclone, forever I scream Hurts like torture, feels like a dream Chorus: Forever and ever and ever again A hell of my making, a cage built of sin Call the police, notify my next of kin The promise of the knife is sucking me in Holding on to life with a desperate grasp The voices in my mind torture and rasp The walls hold me in, hold me up, hold me down I sit on a throne with a thorny crown Chorus Forever(Echo X4) Never(Echo X4) (Very quietly) Sever the wrist, blood on the floor Tears in their eyes, police at the door I slump and fall down, the puddle expands Fading and falling down to grasping hands (Loud) FOREVER AND EVER!!! FOREVER AND NEVER!!! FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER!!! FOREVER!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cannot You smile and laugh, live in your lies... Your lovers love has long since died... I can't stand the pain of my life... This facade sickens my mind... All you see is white in the black All you see is gain in the lack All you see is hope in the fall Can't Can't Can't go on now! I can see the Truth in the lie I can see the death in my life I can see the betrayal in his eyes Won't Won't Won't Live this way! A blanket of lies smothering me... I can never be what I want to be... This illusion is pulling me in, I cannot avoid my sins! I can see the pain in my life I can see the hope in the knife I can see the dark sun at night Can't can't can't keep on now! You can't see the betrayal in trust You just see the love in the lust You won't see the truth in the lie Can't can't can't keep it going now! BRIDGE You cry alone, weep and wail... The truth came alive, your trust fails... I hold you close, show you the lies... The madness opened up your eyes! Now you see the hate in the love Now you see the raven in the dove Now you see the Night in the day Lies, lies, lies all around you! Now you see the mocking in his eyes Now you see the lord of the flies Now you see the end of the line Keep, keep, keep on going now! Got to keep going now! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ King of the World Holding fast, Slowing down, The ride has ended Go on home There's nothing Here to see Just the broken hearts And the memories She played him up, She knocked him down, Her smile's plastic, Laugh an empty sound He didn't see The coming end When she pushed him off The letters she will send He was king of the world for a day Felt big and grand, what could we say Now that she's gone he fades away The lonely ending, hope's last ray The second one, Not much better He perks a little, Maybe he'll let her In his life In his soul Maybe not, Who could know She's sleeping with His older brother Promise broken, Try another He was king of the world for a day Felt big and grand, what could we say Now she's gone, gone with Ray A cliche ending to another May. Here she comes Down the hall Name is Susan Rather tall Fairly shy Nice to talk to He sat with her Stopped feeling blue Took her out To the movies Then to the drink bar For a smoothie They were wed Five years later A happy ending A lonely guy He's king of the world now everyday So big and grand what can we say Her love is real in such a way He'd never felt till that day ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dark Girl You... You enter into my life on a string The spider on the web of feelings Why must I feel this way, The knife will remedy my pain... You... You opened yourself to me heart and soul We are the same, my instincts say no Though I try and fight The onrushing night I know that I can't right The wrongs within my life So why do I try All because of you Because of you Because of you Because of you You came into my life, Switched me all around My emptiness you filled All my secrets you found And while you stay... I cannot fade away... I will stay... Until the end of days... Is this love, I hope not or is it something I caught But I'm tearing in two What to do about you? Should I run? Should I stay? Pray for night? Hope for day? End this all Stay and play? Kill myself? Or say nay? I'm so happy So damn happy When I'm with you So damn happy... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Snowflake Shaped from the tear Of a perfect angel Frozed in the frost Of the winter's heart Perfect and sublime, Unique in all your features I love you cause you're different they think you are the same. He was tall and bright and handsome The image of perfection He swept you off your feet And carried you away I just stood here waiting Waiting, because I knew He would soon come back To throw you away Now you're feeling used (pronounced you-zed) Helpless and abandoned I reach out of the shadows And point you on your way A guide to the fallen A hope to the downtrodden I accept nothing, back to The shadows whence I came I watch from under their bridge spun of light and gold the light does not shine down upon the ditch below So when you fall down there Just don't cry I am with you Dark as deepest night Pale as winter day Here it all is...tell me what you think. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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