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[Petey]

Words coming slowly,

Not understanding,

When I should be able to write,

All around me is blank,

The empty page as hard to write on,

As my empty heart.

 

Without you,

Words fail to come,

Though its your choice,

It is my punishment,

For deeds undone,

I must be,

Without you.

 

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In my thoughts always you are,

Never wanting to pain you,

Never expecting pain because of you,

Can't read without you,

Can't see without you,

Always there,

First and last,

You are always there.

 

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In life there is hope,

In love there is meaning,

In hate there is passion,

In death there is understanding,

In all these things I find something,

Why is it then, that in you I find nothing?

 

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I can see more clearly than you know,

More clearly than you want,

You think you can play me along in your game,

But what happens when I won’t play anymore?

Too proud or too defeated does not matter,

I will not be a pawn in your game you call love.

 

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Where have you gone?

What have you done?

Are you still there?

Or should I come find you?

Will you be who I knew when I do,

Or will you be what you hid from me?

Always thinking you were saving me,

When it was your guilt that hid it from me.

 

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Day to Night and still I wait,

Not knowing if you're there or not,

not knowing how you are,

not caring for anything else.

 

Food has no flavor,

Friends lost their appeal,

All because I worry of you,

Without knowing.

I go on living,

not willing but needing.

For I know if I die,

then for sure I will never find you again.

Hope of finding you if nothing else keeps me living.

 

Though you sit next to me,

I cannot find you,

for the you I knew is no longer here.

 

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Thoughts heavy on my mind,

Feelings weighing on my heart,

Suffocating, cannot breathe,

Easy to let go, to give in,

But must stay, must know the truth...

In the end the truth will come.

In the end...

 

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Now Here I stand,

Where have you gone?

When once we stood together

I feel myself being washed away

 

Alone

 

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I've done more for you than any other,

But you can't see,

You're too far from me,

With someone else.

 

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Through your lies I see the truth,

Through your evasion I see what happened,

Though you don't trust me,

I know you too well, and care too much not to see clearly.

 

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In your eyes I see the light,

In your heart I see it bright,

In your mind you are not confined,

In your soul we fly entwined.

 

With your eyes I see myself,

With your heart I understand myself,

With your knowledge I change myself,

With your guidance I learn to fly.

 

Together we see the world,

Together we understand it all,

Together we change it all,

Together we fly entwined.

 

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sorry for posting them all at once, sorry for repeating them if i posted one of them before. only one has a title.... *shrugs* anyways.

[Caralyn]

Very nice. I love them all.