BlackCagedHeart

yes, i haven't been here in forever. bet you forget about me. that's normal. i'm used to it. it's alright. really. i don't mind.

 

I am not a pretty girl

I'm just a stain on your perfect world

 

Not some toothpick on display

I'm an average built being meant to decay

 

I'm not a model I won't be sold

i'm alone in this world so cold

 

 

i am on a creativity drought please forgive me

 

i know it sucks

 

blackcagedheart

Woo look it's me again..... I liked it. People always have fights on whether they've lost their faith and i think the poem is cooool.

 

 

 

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

I think it's ADORABLE. Good job. I love your writing ... I'm always looking for them and reading them.

 

 

 

<WOO>

 

 

 

 

BlackCagedheart

I thought the poem rocked and I'm sorry that you have to return to H.S especially since it's super gay there and not the cooool type of gay, the really not gay gay. Anyways .... I feel your pain

 

 

<sorry>

 

BlackCagedHeart

I love it but I disagree....I've waited lifetimes with nothing but pain and scars to show for it.

 

BlackCagedHeart <3's joo

" If you think you can you can't"

 

Can you fill the void...

The space inside my soul

The empyness inside

Which causes me to lose control?

 

Can you warm this frigid

Piece of ice inside

The thing that's been this way too long

I used to call a heart

 

It's been dead and decaying

Lying on the floor

Just a pile of ashes

My heart seems to be no more....

 

You broke me....

 

 

 

"This is all your fault"

 

Forgotten and lonely

Broken and bruised

Isolated and scared

This is what's came from you

 

Nightmares, horrors

Flashbacks too

scratching till I bleed

This is what's came from you

 

Slitting myself open

A now scar covered world

I've become a cutter

This is what's came from you

 

Spinning around in circles

Can't tell who's true or false

I feel so goddamn hated

This is all your fault

 

Crying myself to sleep

Like a lovely lullaby

I wake up and can't talk

This is all your fault

 

Screaming in my sleep

Pulling the slime off

The monstrosities I knew

That is all came from you

 

 

More to come when I ain't lazy.....

 

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

I <3 Morbid Angel.

 

BlackCagedHeart

I rock....j/k. I just love that song, so I knew right away.

 

BlackCagedHeart

I'm crying....Yes, yes I actually am. And I'm trying to find out why you want to leave me here alone.....

 

What they said...

 

BlackCagedHeart

Meow! I Love it! It's likeyou KNOW he's chaeating, yet in order to refrain from hurting the female he has an affair with, you choose to ignore it, even though it's eating you alivce inside!!!!!!!!!It's spectacular! In idea, in context. I love it! I'm totally freaking out and I don't know why!!! I'll stop before you guys think I'm insane or anything.....

 

<love>

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

"Distressed" (This is a package built for the ages)

 

Slit my wrists

And watch me sit

Staring at a wall

 

Pushing me

Closer to death

Knowing I won't fall

 

Look at me

Stare in my eyes

Put me to the test

 

Fuck me up

I know I'm wrong

I'll never meet your best

 

Listen to me

Slashing my own

Killing myself dear

 

It's all you

Lost and confused

The voices that I drear

{I tried a new ryme scheme here. Lemme know whatcha think}

 

"Slashings of a different time"

 

Slashings of a different time

A knowing fault

In which was mine

 

Cuttings on the same old wrist

A pretty picture

Fucked up twist

 

Body of a different kind

All mixed up

new scars from time

 

Slitting deeper every time

the cutter's worst

a loss in time

 

[i don't know....abstract poetry perhaps?]

 

"Beautiful"

 

Listen to your voice

Tell me what you hear

Tellings of a horrid past

And nothing but your drear

 

Look into the mirror

Tell me what you see

A body covered in scars

That noone else can dream

 

Taste your tears of plenty

INside of their moist

Saltiness and beauty

In which you had no choice

 

Breathe in air of which I breathe

Tell me how it feels

Doing things that harm not help

Does anything feel real?

 

Touch my hand please, beautiful

Know you have a chance

I'm always here beside you

To try and make these matters end

 

{written for a friend of mine who I want and try to help but she decided to forget me and it hurts inside}

 

More to come when I'm at home! I'm at a friend's and alot of my poo-ems are in notey-notebooks there, so yeah.

 

<love>

 

BlackCagedHeart

Case you haven't noticed, I'm catching up!! ::smiles:: I like the idea and concept in which was previously stated. It's like you ARE in an internal battle, which I know what is like, I have them every day. I enjoyed it. It made me think of recent events I can relate to, which is always aneat thing to be able to put across.

Awesomeness!

 

<love>

 

BlackCagedHeart

Again, b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l. I can't be in the same room as such talent!

::scurries away::

 

BlackCagedRunaway

Haha

 

 

Aw......It's pretty! I am SO GLAD to be able to read and write stuff here again! I missed reading your awesome stuff!!! Peace and Love!

 

<love>

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

My morbid friend!!!!!! I love it!!!!! It reminds me of the song "Dressed to Depress" By the Murderdolls. Inspiration possibility here?? HAHA. Anyways...Lovely little poem here!

 

<love>

 

BlackCagedHeart

I want to weep....It's SO BEAUTIFUL!

::standing ovation::

 

::bows head::

You are magnificant.

 

 

 

I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

You guys.......::blushes:: My writing's SUCk stop complimenting my shit! lol. Whatever. You guys are too nice to me.....

 

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

You all are too kind to meh. I am not worthy....

 

 

 

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

Today I had realized

That I had lied

To myself

About your love

I knew I wasn't right

I admit to this alright?

I broke up with you

For what you put me through

But it is now I know

I can never let you go

I found out something else

BEing alone is hell

I found out that I love you

And you do love me too

I can't stand not to see you

Alone I am see-through

You get to my heart

You can't stand to see my scars

You can't because you love

You might be 'the one' ....I know

I terribly enjoyed it , but It makes me want to cry, as it seems I too, know how it feels to be in this Dave's situation. I, unfortunetly, was having chunks of harshly packed ice balls flung at me from behind when I was tormented like that. People are so mean to people they don't understand. They start acting inhumane. I can calmly agree this is a terrific story, as Dave is personified to a tee in which I can agree with, as that IS how people treat "schizoids". I know all of this because I am this. I congratulate you. Not many can detail something about a certain type of person and get it exactly right. You did. Great job.....

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

I thought it was neat. You write stories like I do. Same type of plot too. ^-^ Yay. Morbidity fuels what might as well be a dull plain world. Keep it up. Drop me a line sometime.

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

This is my first story I've written and posted. I hope you all enjoy it. It's about vampires, but it's gonna be short. I love me some vampires.

 

 

 

Alone, in a corner she had sat. Elena knew she had done wrong. Nothing physically had happened yet. She had never done this type of thing before. Her host, the one that made her a vampire child, was nowhere to be reached. He was gone, doing his own line of work. What she had known about him was far and few between. She knew little or nothing at all about him. She knew little about herself. She had known his name....it was Josalyn. He had gone by his middle name instead of his first. That's almost all she knew. She had known he was a young man when he had made "the change". The change is the time in which the person is killed in body and then relives to become a vampire. The change happens overnight, yet you never ever stop living or learning. There are very minimal ways to kill a vampire. You mortally can't wound the immortal, unless you are smart. Josalyn came to her when she had just turned 16 years of age. She was just getting ready to learn about the mortal her, until she was born again as the immortal child of her host. She was now trembling. What if he had to come home? Where was he? Had anyone heard the news yet? She was shocked herself at what she had done. Had anyone else done this? Is it deadly? "Oh god!" she exclaimed out of terror. "What are they going to do to me?? How is Josalyn going to react? If only I knew better...." Elena knew what had to be done. She had to punish herself for what she had done.

 

 

::To be continued::

 

Haha. I'll get around to ending in it time enough. I know the story, but have to get time to finish typing it. As I said, it's not going to be as long as I'd like, but still.

 

BlackCagedHEart

Ay, it's been a while since I posted..... Wonder if I still have my ways with words....? Anyways......This is my 1st try at this kind of rythm scheme, so please....I am weary.

 

Chaotic (more parts to arrive)

 

A strong feeling from my heart which it came

It amerged from the depths like a piercing black flame

Out of my body, into mind it had crept

Leaving behind it both madnesss and death

Piercing their bodies and minds none the less

Thinking they're crazy and wishing for sense

Jesus won't save you from whom that destroys

Snapping your bodies like old and worn toys

It screams like a banshee; is covered in blood

Ripping your insides and licking your guts

He came to ME looking for a place to stay

He said he'd keep all of the bad things away

I listened to the beast in hopes for the best

But all I'd been given was chaos

but yet....

I felt of it best

 

BlackCagedHeart

I enjoyed it. Quite frankly, I don't understand why I'm first to say so! You did well, and I should expect more from you! ^-^

 

 

BlackCagedHeart

I like it. I'll often write poems like this for the sheer feelings they stir up. Well Done, my purple-y friend

 

BlackCagedHEart