Marishka Lyn

Wow...that was good, Brandi; really good.

Do it to me again she said; The lies blossom so beautifully, I'm almost beginning to believe them now, She cries into a bottle each time he goes, she knows his destination and what he's going to do, Shutting down again, It's easier to go blind than just to go. How many have you had this time? I'm such a hypocrite, he sighs He stops to think of how far they've come, how much they've fallen, for each other and old habits, hating more, what it's done to them Addiction, Obsession, Compulsion, losing herself with each shot she takes, Addiction, Obsession, Compulsion killing himself with each hit he takes, Such a tragic pair, this boy and girl, Shutting down again, they both know, it's easier to go blind than just go. damned typos....*sulks*

I wrote it to be read out loud.....I'm not sure why it came out in that form but it sounded nice when spoken so I left it that way

"On love conquering all" painted sky, crimson moon feels like death tonight looking down, from the desolate hillside the stranger sees her the girl he used to know he longs for her to hear her voice to touch her milky skin a simple act to show he was not gone but there it is again, the crystalline barrier between light and dark, separating the two kindred souls his choice was a necessity, his only way out or so he thought she, the girl he used to know could have saved him if she'd known the burdens resting upon his weary mind same sky, identical moon the girl, the one he used to know layed out upon her bed, transfixed on the same transparent barrier keeping her from him the boy she used to know aching from all the animosity "she shouldn't miss him, she should be mad" she became fixated on faded letters and a tearstained photograph the only memories she still had mind made up, feeling no remorse she prepares to break the glass... to be with him once more no goodbyes..she'd finally be with him the boy she used to know grabbing the bottle, she gulped it down freedom from her earthly baggage eternities later, hillside she arose seeing only him the boy she used to know together now throughout eternity perched upon their hillside ledge both complete at last they peered through the fractured "glass" upon the life that they once knew....

yes, it is about my family...i'm in a healthy relationship for once though :wizzie:

"departure" goodbye you won't be seeing me again moving on away from this, away from you and those hurtful words you say when you think i can't hear i'm sick of everything, the inferiority, the isolation do you know i'm even there? or more important, do you care? if i stay or if i go... it doesn't matter you don't care, never have, never will i'm just another deductible on your taxes you could care less about my hopes or my dreams did you know i want more more than this life more than the insecurity i wish that you noticed once in a while the tone in my laugh or the glimmer of my smile but you won't you can't you don't understand you make me feel like there isn't anything you make me feel like giving up